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Rollercoaster…that’s what I can say about myself these days. Don’t know what I really am thinking. My writing is all disconnected from my head…my thoughts…I can’t get my uni-work done…it’s all a mess…I’m angry at the moment…angry..furious…and sad….which has brought me to drinking……this sucks….

I’m around and about…still kicking!!

Haha, Ohhh, man! It’s been so long since the last time I actually posted anything. So….why? Well if there is a reason, I can’t think of one…the thing is that I haven’t really cared enough about this project to prioritise it…..which may seem strange. But the thing is that I’ve been thinking a lot, which is a good thing…especially seeing that I am doing Philosophy…

I’d like to list all the stuff that has been streaming through, but I’m not going to do that just now…What I am going to do is show some of the stuff I’ve been reading and thinking about that are actually shareable!

First off: I’ve been saving my hair now since X-mas….I’ve been shaving and trimming as well…but now I’ve decided to let my hair continue to grow and I am letting my beard grow as well….this will be fun.

I’ve been doing essays and reading, probably not enough though….Which means I’m gonna have to catch up on it sometime soon….hmmm

I’ve started skateboarding…not really much to tell, except that I’m happy to say that I haven’t broken anything yet. *KNOCK ON WOOD* (I had never  stood on a skateboard before last weekend)

I have gotten into habits of thinking a bit more critically and viewing the world a bit less blue eyed—starting to lose my innocence, not my humor though….I think that’s one of the most important things that one should hold on to…

I’ve been socially active, more so than I have been earlier  (last term), which is good….that it is!

Hmmm, what else….again, this is just a post to show that I’m still breathing, some better content post might show up in the near future….

Oh yes, I bought a book on Concentration and Meditation, I’m hoping that it will help me get more into my poorly disciplined meditation….since I have the feeling that I don’t really understand the basic idea of it this might show very useful!

Short and simple

I had my presentation today, and I must say that I might have had a little high expectancies about the level that is demanded. As it turned out I was the last one of the presentations, and because of a shortage of time I had to shorten it down, so I cut out a lot of the factual stuff that had been said in the other presentations. What I had prepared would’ve taken about 10 minutes, but after the quick mental “revision” I got it down to 2-4 minutes.

A lot of the argument supporting my conclusion was lost, but I think that this will be taken into consideration.

The next thing on my list is setting up my arguments and doing some more research for my essays.